...help me.

[december]

In this silence
\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\I felt my H eart begin to pound.
The sound in my ears was terrifying
\\\\as if a thousand hE lpless kits were
\\\\\\cascading down
\\\\\\\from siL ver shining falls
\\\\\\\\\\\\\crying
\\\\\\\\\\\\\asking
why?
\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\My knees buckled
\\\\\\\\\\\and I fell to the ground
yelling for you
\\\\yelling for my mother
\\\\\\\\yelling for anyone who could hear my voice.
\\\\Mostly, P leading for this to be over.
\\\\\\\\\\No one came.
\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\So I don't know what went wrong
if revenge was all I could taste
\\\\\\\or if this was soM ething that I was cursed to carry.
Either way
\\I live with my claws between my eyelids
\\\\\\hoping that I will destroy myself soon
\\\\\\\\\and the thing I have bE come
\\\\\\\\\\\\\will be the shadow
\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\and just a memory
a nightmare forgotten.

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